Photonia inside the plane. The first contact.
Photonia following her curiosity
Photonia and curiosity. Yes, she was curious. And these many
unexplored tunnels ... something outside her ego, which had not
created by thoughts of her.
<< Darky, I will enter the tunnel. >>
If you want it. But, Photonia, that plane, it will try to hold
you, if it perceives you. I do not want to lose you again ...
there is so much we can explore together.
<< How can I be detected by the plane? >>
If you are using paranormal energy, and if you only try a single
thought with telepathy, then you're inside the plane.
You can not separate small things from the whole. You are the
atom for the plane. The whole plane, down to all elementary
particles inside, everything will get yours. And that's not all,
you will assimilate all levels of infinity ... and believe me,
such a level is very very large. Even for an infinite being.
There is no completion at infinity.
<< No completion at infinity. Yes, I know. It pulls and
pulls ... for all beings, it is absolutely deadly. Even for
those who reach in higher levels of infinities. So I ask myself
sometimes, I am a being at all? >>
Photonia, you include all infinities, but not in a conceptual
tangible sense. It is a change. If you understand the set of all
sets, the power set of it draws you into the next higher
infinity. This is the source of your creativity. You try to fill
things with content, it happens by your thoughts. But you can
never come to a completion, there is an ever following infinity
that you have to fill next.
<< Now I understand gradually that someone may ask you for
You know, I myself have no creativity. I can not create things,
as a Goddess like you does it always. I can just see, look, and
evaluate and let someone forget everything again.
<< I am a Goddess? What does it mean? Can I pray to
myself? Many of my created beings do so. But I do not want it. I
try to evolve, to get better, to learn, not to be praised for
being a Goddess. No, there is no absolute power that I want for
me. I am as I am and I am in movement, changing. And if I see
you, I do not envy you for being in this way, not really. Let
the Gods stay outside. >>
Photonia, the being of existence, it comprises all the joys and
sorrows, birth, death and destruction.
If I were you, I can not envy you for the joys, I also see the
shallows, which may form.
No, the being of existence must find and accept it and live with
And being a Goddess or not, for you followers you are. They
should love you, as I do. You shine brighter than anything I
have ever seen. Why are they so limited not to see it?
<< Darky, I suffer and I have joy. What you say is right.
Only about my own death, I know nothing. But there was something
before I was born, so there will be something after my death.
Even if everything looks stretched to infinity, it is still
fragile and breakable. >>
Everything and Nothing touching each other on the meta-level of
existence, they accompany me in all of my infinities. Also for
me it is possible to die at an completely insignificant place
and then it's over. >>
Photonia, please do not think about your death. For an infinite
being as you that can be fatal. The death may feel called so as
you called me. But death is not the end for you, it means that
you cut yourself into pieces. You are not a being, that other
Death will make you swoon. You will lose you creativeness and
then you can do nothing anymore, only destroying your memories.
And the spirits of the miscarriage, they will come out of you.
They are your nightmares. They will eat your feelings, your
past, your soul. Where the dead souls could flee? You are the
home for all of them. Nothing you can do about it, only falling
and falling and falling ...
<< Darky, I do not wanna die. I'm just a little bit tired
and disappointed. I have given so much and taken so much pain to
me, so that my little creatures can live and are not lost in
their conflicts. They cursed me, scorned, denied all my goals
and destroyed my loved ones. To show me that I'm wrong. It hurts
Surely it can not be that all your creatures negate your
<< No, there is a diversity in the behavior and in the
emotions. Beings are different. But in the whole the negative
playback got too much weight. The energy of life, I gave it to
them, so that the resulting force could help to overcome the
despair. But if it is used only for pleasure ... they experience
a moment of ecstasy and then ... nothing remains that could help
them in their darkness. >>
Photonia, I know what happens in this darkness.
<< Oh, Darky, I have to cry ... >>
The two unequal beings, light and darkness, they kept silent for
<< Darky, I see the plane. It is huge. >>
Infinitely huge. It is as tall as you. And there is no
completion in the infinities.
<< What a kind of light I am seeing there? >>
A burning river of time. The potential of destruction has been
<< I could blow it out. >>
Photonia, then you're inside the plane. You would not prefer to
research a little bit what is happening in the plane, at other
places? Without becoming it as a part of your self?
<< Mmmh. I do not like the fire. It remembers me of
destruction and annihilation. >>
Not every fire is a Ragnarök, which destroyed a world. And
sometimes, sometimes it cleaned up and clears the way for a new
<< Ragnarök? What are you talking about? >>
In the existence of Arianne, a paranormal event, as the
Gods must die ... but ... please forget it now, I will
tell you the story at another time.
<< This fire. I believe I understand it. It seems to be
the ultimate destruction without a new beginning. If I do not
stop it, it will spread and spread ... >>
I don't see a shadow of firefly, so I don't share your fear.
Please let us first explore the plane. For a fire often exists a
reaction to delete it. If such a reaction does not exist ...
then the plane is lost. You can not save it if you try, you will
be drawn to their doom with it.
<< Then all optimistic thoughts are pushed aside. If I
delete the fire, there still may exist a defense which I can
help. And how much disaster I can prevent ... >>
Photonia, please do not intervene if they can do it alone. I do
not want to lose you. I love you.
Well, the fire continued to burn.
The first contact.
An army on the way to their battlefield.
But what was that, right on the way to the valley, where the
light believers are waiting for their fate ...
A ... a woman! Covered with long hair. Underneath she was
completely naked !! What a blasphemy !!!
But this could not be seen.
Albert the commander, he saw what he thought and he thought what
he saw. Not always. But this time he was sure. It had to be. The
moral failure invited to a ... And since she was already naked,
no one had to take off her clothes.
How this was called? ... Lady Godiva! A term that came to mind.
The question should be, where it came from?
There was something not as it should be. But what? The woman was
not a little bit afraid. And she looked at him, directly into
What a provocation! For this she had to be punished with dead
... but ... How could she just stand there and waiting, waiting
for being killed?
34 riders had set in motion. They wanted to ride her down, to
make the way free again.
No, this time he wanted to do it by himself ... so, what did he
want? He called the riders back. Never he had seen something
like this. A single woman stood there, blocking the way for
20,000 heavily armed soldiers.
Two meters in front of the woman he stopped. On horseback, from
above, he looked at the manifestation.
Well, she looked a little bit mystical. Like a being of the
From above he looked down at her ... but he felt as she looked
down on him.
No, he could not just kill her.
He felt awe, admiration. And this for a woman! He never hat been
in a situation like this before.
Behind him it became uneasy.
He turned around. "BEEEE QIIIIEEEEETTTTTTTTTTTTT !!!!!". Oh yes,
he could shout very loud. That was certainly one of his
qualifications for the job.
Quiet it was now, even the cheeky animals in the trees were
silent. So still, it hurt the ears, so quiet it was!
A: "Who ... who are you?"
"A being, a guest, passing through."
A: "But ... this is our way. Why do you block it?"
"You ask me why? I do not want that you kill the beings in the
A: "How will you prevent this? Only with words? View the power
that stands behind me. One word from me, and they will crush
you. If 20,000 men are drawn across you, not even an atom of you
will be found later. "
"I do not believe in numbers, and why do you not use your
A: "I ... I ... I ..."
A: "I can not."
"Just because I'm standing here? What do you see in me?"
A: "Something very ... I can not formulate it. You look like a
fairy from the world of the shadows ...
But you're not a fairy. The magician would have otherwise blown
his horn. You look perfect as the embodiment of all our
longings. And that's more than we got in our evolutionary genes.
"For a commander you seem amazingly taught. Atoms, genes,
evolution. I don't have expected this, looking at your state of
A: "You do not talk as a maid before yesterday."
"I am more as I am. Perhaps you do not understand, but that's my
nature. In order not to articulate myself in confusion, I am a
stranger here. My nature is not from here."
A: "You are more than you are ... it seemed to be a description
of infinity. But as you stand there, you look like a
normal woman, with no special power and magic. But there is more
... more than I can see.. . please, can you tell me, what you
"I'm surprised that you understood me. Well, then I will unveil
myself, I am a being of existence."
Thud. Albert lay sprawled in the dust in front of her. And the
whole army, they all had seen it and heard the words ...
How much dust such an army can blow into the air!
<< Darky, what are they doing? >>
This is a sign of their veneration for you. You are for them the
divinity in everything they think and feel and perceive.
Something for which they have longed so long. But it is much
more than just an individual feeling. In this behavior, you can
find the whole history of the plane.
"Stand up. I do no want to see you laying down there."
"You are soldiers. I command you, stand up!"
... it took less than 2 seconds, and they were. An army of
20,000 men, in 2 seconds!
Someone must helped them out.
But so quick! There must be something behind. If only she had
... no ... she wanted to stay outside, not going into the plane.
Even if all her questions should be answered. If the soldiers
know that she has no power, standing here without a paranormal
protective shield? A single of these warriors could kill her,
blowing her into the shadows of her own infinities.
Or? No. Also she could wield a sword.
Darky: << Photonia, you're scaring me. You react like a
finite being, they could kill you ... >>
Photonia: << And you? You can not protect me? >>
Darky: << I could, but then I would come here as a devil
in appearance. And they hate him even more than they fear him
... It would change the history of the plane. And I do not know
if the plane would accept this. >>
Photonia: << The plane? It can operate independently? Has
it a consciousness, it lives? >>
Darky: << Not in your understanding. It can achieve
effects that we can not limit. Never challenge a plane, if you
are a guest in it! >>
Darky in the
light of Photonia