Photonia and her curiosity
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Photonia and curiosity. Yes, she was curious. And these many
unexplored tunnel ... something outside her ego, which had not created
by thoughts of her.
<< Darky, I will enter the tunnel. >>
If you want it. But, Photonia, that plane, it will try to hold you, if
it perceives you. I do not want to lose you again ... there is so much
we can explore together.
<< How can I be detected by the plane? >>
If you are using paranormal energy, and if you read only a single thought with telepathy,
then you're inside the plane.
You can not separate small things from the whole. You are the atom for
the plane. The whole plane, down to all elementary particles inside,
everything will get yours. And that's not all, you will assimilate all
levels of infinity ... and believe me, such a level is very very large.
Even for an infinite being. There is no completion at infinity.
<< No completion at infinity. Yes, I know. It pulls and pulls ...
for all beings, it is absolutely deadly. Even for those who reach in
higher levels of infinities. So I ask myself sometimes, I am a being at
Photonia, you include all infinities, but not in a conceptual tangible
sense. It is change. If you understand the set of all sets, the power
set of it draws you into the next higher infinity. This is the source of
your creativity. You try to fill things with content, it happens by
your thoughts. But you can never come to a completion, there is an ever
following infinity that you have to fill next.
<< Now I understand gradually that some ask you for forgetting. >>
You know, I myself have no creativity. I can not create things, as a
Goddess like you does it always. I can just see, look, and evaluate and
let everything forget again.
<< I am a Goddess? What does it mean? Can I pray to myself? It
will happen if I think about me and the therefore created beings do so.
But I do not want it. I try to evolve, to get better, to learn, not to
be praised for being a Goddess. No, there is no absolute power that I
want for me. I am as I am and I am in movement, changing. And if I see
you, I can not envy you for being in this way, not really. Let the
Gods stay outside. >>
Photonia, the being of existence, it comprises all the joys and sorrows, birth, death and destruction.
If I were you, I can not envy you for the joys, I also see the shoals, which may form.
No, the being of existence must find and accept it and live with the contradictions.
And being a Goddess or not, for you followers you are. They should love
you, as I do. You shine brighter than anything I have ever seen. Why are
they so limited not to see it?
<< Darky, I suffer and I have joy. What you say is right. Only my
own death, I know not. But there was something before I was born, so
there will be something after my death. Even if everything looks
stretched to infinity, it is still fragile and breakable. >>
Everything and Nothing touching each other on the meta-level of
existence, they accompany me in all of my infinities. Also for me it is
possible to die at an completely insignificant place and then it's over.
Photonia, please do not think about your death. For an infinite being as
you that can be fatal. The death may feel called so as you called me.
But death is not the end for you, it means that you cut yourself into
pieces. You are not a being, that other could split.
Death will make you swoon. You will lose you creativeness and then you
can nothing do anymore, only destroying your memories. And the spirits
of the miscarriage, they come out of you. It is your nightmares. They
will feed on your feelings, eat your past, tear your soul. Where she
could flee, because you are the home for all the dead souls? Nothing you
can do about it, only falling and falling and falling ...
<< Darky, I do not wanna die. I'm just a little bit tired and
disappointed. I have given so much and taken so much pain to me, so that
my little creatures can live and not be lost in their inner conflicts.
They cursed me, scorned, denied all my goals and destroyed my loved
ones. To show me that I'm wrong. It hurts me. >>
Surely it can not be that all your creatures negate your existence?
<< No, there is a diversity in the behavior and in the emotions.
Beings are different. But in the whole the negative playback got too
much weight. The energy of life, I gave it away, so that the resulting
force could help to overcome the despair. But if it is used only for
pleasure ... they experience a moment of ecstasy and then ... nothing
remains that could help them in their darkness. >>
Photonia, I know what happens in this darkness.
<< Oh, Darky, I have to cry ... >>
The two unequal beings, light and darkness, they kept silent for a moment.
<< Darky, I see the plane. It is huge. >>
Infinitely huge. It is as tall as you. And there is no completion in the infinities.
<< What a kind of light I am seeing there? >>
A burning river of time. The potential of destruction has been realized there.
<< I could blow it out. >>
Photonia, then you're inside the plane. Would you not prefer to research
a little bit what is happening in the plane, at other places? Without
becoming it as a part of your self?
<< Mmmh. I do not like the fire. It remembers me of destruction and annihilation. >>
Not every fire is a Ragnarök, which destroyed a world. And sometimes,
sometimes it cleaned up and clears the way for a new beginning.
<< Ragnarök? What are you talking about? >>
In the existence of Arianne, a paranormal event, as the Gods must
die ... but ... please forget it now, I will tell you the story at
<< This fire. I believe I understand it. It seems to be the
ultimate destruction without a new beginning. If I do not stop it, it
will spread and spread ... >>
I don't see a shadow of firefly, so I don't share your fear. Please let
us first explore the plane. For a fire often exists a reaction to delete
it. If such a reaction does not exist ... then the plane is lost. You
can not save it if you try, you will be drawn to their doom with her.
<< By which all optimistic thoughts are pushed aside. If I delete
the fire, there still may exist a defense that I have come to help. And
how much disaster I then prevent ... >>
Photonia, please do not make your existence at the mercy of probabilities.
I do not want to lose you. I love you.
Well, the fire continued to burn.
The first contact.
An army on the way to their battlefield.
But what was that, right on the way to the valley, where the light believers waited for their fate ...
A ... a woman! Covered with long hair. Underneath she was completely naked !! What a blasphemy !!!
But this could not be seen.
Albert the commander saw what he thought and he thought what he saw. Not
always. But this time he was sure. It had to be. The moral failure
invited to a ... And since she was already naked, no one had to take off
How this was called? ... Lady Godiva! A term that came to mind. The question should be, where it came from?
There was something not as it should be. But what? The woman was not a
little bit afraid. And she looked at him, directly into the eyes.
What a provocation! For this she had to be punished with dead ... but
this she had already provoked. How could they just stand there and
waiting, waiting for being killed?
Albert recalled his 34 riders who had set in motion. This offense, it
had inspired them. Movement seemed to took place by itself. They wanted
to ride her down, to release the way again.
No, this time he wanted to do it by himself ... so, what did he
want? He had never seen anything like this. A single woman stood there,
blocking the way for 20,000 heavily armed soldiers.
Two meters in front of the woman he stopped. On horseback, from above, he looked at the manifestation.
Well, she looked a little bit fairy. Like a being of the imaginary worlds.
From above he looked down at her ... but he felt as she looked down on him.
No, he could not just kill her. Riding down, piercing her with his spear. It did not work.
He felt awe, admiration. And this for a woman! He never hat been in a situation like this one.
Behind him there was restlessness.
He turned around briefly. "BEEEE QIIIIEEEEETTTTTTTTTTTTT !!!!!". Oh yes,
he could shout very loud. That was certainly one of his qualifications
for the job.
Quiet it was now, even the cheeky flight animals in the trees were silent.
So still, it hurt the ears, so quiet it was!
A: "Who ... who are you?"
"A being, a guest, passing through."
A: "But ... this is our way Why do you block it?"
"You ask why I'm here? I do not want that you kill the beings in the valley."
A: "How will you prevent this? Only with words? View the power that
stands behind me. One word from me, and they will crush you. If
20,000 men are drawn across you, not even an atom of you will be found
"I do not believe in numbers, and why do you not use your power?"
A: "I ... I ... I ..."
A: "I can not."
"Just because I'm standing here? What do you see in me?"
A: "Something very ... I can not formulate it. You look like a fairy from the world of the shadows ...
But you're not a fairy. The magician would have otherwise blown his
horn. You look perfect as the embodiment of all our longings. And that's
more than we got in our evolutionary genes. "
"For a commander you seem amazingly taught. Atoms, genes, evolution. I
don't have expected this, looking at you state of civilization."
A: "You do not talk but also as a maid by day before yesterday."
"I am more than I am. Perhaps you do not understand, but that's my
nature. In order not to articulate myself in confusion, I am a stranger
here. My nature is not from here."
A: "You are more than you are ... it seemed to be a description of
infinity. But as you stand there, you look like a normal woman,
with no special power and magic. But there is more ... more than I can
see.. . please, can you tell me, what are you? "
"I'm surprised that you understood me. Well, then I will unveil myself, I am a being of existence."
Thud. Albert lay sprawled in the dust in front of her. And the whole army, they all had seen it and heard the words ...
How much dust such an army can blow into the air!
<< Darky, what are they doing? >>
This is a sign of their veneration for you. You are for them the
divinity in everything they think and feel and perceive. Something for
which they have longed so long. But it is much more than just an
individual feeling. In this behavior, you can find the whole history of
"Stand up. I do no want to see you laying down there."
No one showed a reaction.
"You are soldiers. Or maybe not! I command you, stand up!"
... it took less than 2 seconds, and they were. An army of 20,000 men, in 2 seconds!
Someone must helped them out.
But so quick! There must be something behind. If only she had ... no ...
she wanted to stay outside, not going into the plane. Even if all her
questions would be answered. If the soldiers know that she has no power,
standing here without a paranormal protective shield? A single of these
warriors could her kill, blowing her into the shadows of her own
Or? No. Also she could wield a sword.
Darky: << Photonia, you're scaring me. You, reacting as a finite being, they could kill you ... >>
Photonia: << And you? You can not protect me? >>
Darky: << I could, but then I would come here as a devil in
appearance. And they hate him even more than they fear him ... It would
change the history of the plane. And I do not know if the plane would
accept this. >>
Photonia: << The plane? It can operate independently? Has it a consciousness, it lives? >>
Darky: << Not in our understanding. It can achieve effects that we
can not limit. Never challenge a plane, if you are a guest in it!
Darky in the
light of Photonia